Okay, so like... i don`t think i`m gonna be using this xanga anymore because i`ma be sharing one with my baby, bitches. (:

NEW XANGA

NEW XANGA

NEW XANGA

SO ADD US THERE!

New xanga for me & Gabriel -- www.xanga.com/x0_1nlove4lif3

heyyyyy!

whatsupwhatsup?! okayyy. so you should totally check out the new xanga for me & my baby Gabe because there`s a long post and one of the cutest pictures of Gabriel!! I love him so fuckin` much<3

&& i`m deciding what to get for Gabriel--tehehe. Any...umm..whats it called? oh..ideas? As long as it`s like under $220 because thats about much as i saved for him. Hmmm.. maybe basketball shoes? =p because my baby`s a balla. ;) hehe. Help meeee.

I don`t think he reads my entries. =/ Which is sorta sad because they`re always on him, huhh? haha. i don`t think ANYONE reads my entries. Well, byeee<3

I miss my baby Gabe<3

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<3 The Love Survey Your Love Life (so far) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend right now?: more like a hubby for life<3 (: His name`s Gabriel Ocmeja. =D Have you been dumped in the last 3 months?: nope..and i`m never going to by my baby Gabe because we`re true lovers forever suckerrrrs! Have you dumped someone in the last 3 months?: never dumpin` my baby--EVER Have you ever kissed someone/been kissed?: yes (: by my baby tons of times..and our first kisses were from eachother on our very first date<3 How old were you when you had your first kiss?: 12 years on 07.02.04 Have you ever made out with someone?: my babyy<3 Have you ever had sex?: no...;] All About Him/Her Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend's/crush's personality:: First of all, he`s my hubby (: and he`s A M A Z i NG && he`s the most A D O R A B L E person EVER !!! Describe his/her looks:: black hair, ADORABLE, looks hott with glasses ( but doesn`t wear it alot), about 5'5 and more to love<3 ;) Why do you like him/her?: i LOVE him because he`s the sweetest guy i will ever meet, he cares  about & loves me more than anything...He`s EVERYTHiNG i ever wanted & needed..he`s just the BEST && i fuckin` know your jealous, bitches. :) How did you meet?: online sorta. ;D Do you think he/she likes you?: Psh.. no. He loves me more than anything<3  Your Guy/Girl In General Best part about your guy/girl?: uh.. like EVERYTHiNG?   Worst part about your guy/girl?: NOTHiN! :D  Which part of him/her do you like best?: lower ;] ahaha. jk. EVERYTHiNG (:  What is your biggest turn on?: which kind.. haha jk. (: thats for me&him to know ;) What's the nicest thing your guy/girl`s ever said/done to you?: Like everything.<3 He`s so so so sweet!!! If you could change anything about your guy/girl, what would it be?: nothing. (: For your guy/girl, what kind of hair:: spiked like my baby Gabe`s =]  Color eyes?: like my baby`s Does his/her apperance matter to you?: What the hell is that...xP ahaha. Relationships in General What is the best part about your relationship?: Being with Gabriel && just... i love him soOo much... (If you have one) Do you wish your relationship was better?: no..it`s great!! but i wish i could already finish school and be with Gabriel whenever i want.. Have you ever been on a date?: yes.. my first one was with Gabriel & my last one will obviously be with him ! (: <3 Have you ever been on a double date?: i don`t think so... maybe someday with my baby Gabriel and some other couple. (:  What's the best place for a date?: ahah. thats up to me & Gabriel<3 ;)) What's the best place to make out?: my parent`s bed. ;] ahaha. jk. =] anywhere as long as i`m with my baby Gabriel<3

   Tell me--whats the sweetest thing any person has ever done just for you?

If you ask me, i seriously don`t know-- because Gabriel`s like the sweetest person in the WHOLE entire universe && he has done so many sweet things for me.<3 (: He`s the BEST. F E R S H i Z!

i`ma do alot of crunches from now on. i feel so fuckin` fat. i`ma try to go on a diet && be like... 95 pounds or whatever. i`m like around 110... jeez. isn`t that alot for a 5'2 and 3 quarters girl? yeah.. ahaha.

i saw my dear hubby yesterday. (: it was great<3 Gabriel knows what i mean ;) ahaha. I missed his kisses so much and the way he holds me...and like right after a milli second when i left, i already started missing him. =(

I LOVE HiM SO MUCHHH<3

11.13.05

Gabriel`s meeting my mom today ! Tell ya'll about it later<3

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eeeeh. it was fun. (: && my mom thinks Gabriel`s a great guy for me. and she said something like,"Gabriel`s a prettY good guy. He`s very nice and polite. I want you guys to have the longest relationship and get married." :DD yayyy. ahaha. And then i told her about how we both wanted to be dentists and share an office and everything. :] My mom thinks it`s a good idea. (: *sigh*

i LOVELOVELOVE YOU, GABRiEL YAP OCMEJA<3

--edit on 11.17.05

i miss Gabriel<3 ): I hope my mommy lets me see him this weekend! She better or i`ma be saddddd. no-- she better let me see him every weekend or better.. every day. haha...uhmm  *sigh* i miss the way he holds me and kisses me... I`m sorry if i`m annoying you with my entries that are all about Gabriel.. But Gabriel`s like... my life<3 I lovelovelove him soOo much && i just can`t live without him...

You know what makes me & Gabriel angry or annoyed... When people make fun of us because i`m like two years younger. If you or they knew what it was like to be in real love, you would know that age just doesn`t matter. Looks also don`t matter either. But i guess i`m really lucky because Gabriel`s the most adorable person to me in the world.<3 (:

Gabriel`s forever mine<3 i lovelovelove you, babiiboobear. :D

i love, love that thing you & i, i cant get my eyes, my mind off you. i`m infatuated.

11.05.05

Welcome to the Lauramay News show. Where you learn your information to enjoy Lauramay`s world. (:  I`m Lauramay Ocmeja, your mom!

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New layout && song.

My song feels as if reflects on me.

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I feel like stabbing myself right now... I just..wanna be with Gabriel and it always has to be so hard. He`s so worth everything...  and i would do anything...just anything... I miss him so much and i didn`t even talk to him that much today. I always miss him, but sometimes.. i crack up crying... i wanna be with him! I feel like dying cuz i can`t be with him it`s like I`m like crazy-- okay. Maybe not. But like, crazy in love with him. I`m in SUPER deep love with him and i hate it how my dad keeps saying,"stop trying to go deeper." and i just wanna yell out at him that i`m not! How can you resist the love of your own life? I don`t even try! I`m just so addicted to him that I`d marry him, i would do ANYTHiNG for him, because deep,deep down in my heart, i know Gabriel is The One.. I can`t stop myself from falling in love with Gabriel. Everything about is him is so beyond words.. beyond amazing. But i kick myself, and keep my head full of thinking of Gabriel up, and remind myself that i have a future && that he`ll always be with me, and when we grow up, i`ll always be there with him. I have dreams that i wanna accomplish before i die. And those dreams, are to have a great life with Gabriel & i know we will, to tell the truth. I really, really do.

--edit-- 11.09.05

Every 60 seconds you`re sad, is a minute you can be enjoying your life<3

True.. but i wanna enjoy it with Gabriel.

i miss Gabriel-- alot.

You know,  i am very lucky to have Gabriel. I mean he`s like..unbelievably amazing. When you find the love of your life, it`s like,"wow. i never thought i`d feel like this." When i think about it, i always thought it was impossible to feel this way and find the one i love. Especially at this age. My life at home is so stupid because of my mom right now. But when i planned out my future with Gabriel ((like a long time ago [:)), it feels so great, because you know you`re living and looking forward to whats gonna happen. (: I urge myself and say "it`s okay.. i can get through this for Gabriel." and i look forward to whats going to happen later on. :) & i can finally be with Gabriel<3 Its just so amazing that way...and i can definately say it`s because of Gabriel. (: I know he doesn`t read my entries or anything, but i just wanted to tell him that I love him SO much and i`m missing him every single second and wishing i can be with him.